last night very irritable. had a good afternoon with theo but when i got home was on edge. I just couldn't deal with the mess, the activity, the bickering of the kids. Took a bath then felt sick to my stomach so went to bed. Up with theo around 2:15, he had an upset stomach, I dealt with that okay.
I feel like I really should go back on the med. I didn't think it was working, but I think it helped somewhat.
I also think I should stop drinking each day. It seems that after I have some wine my tolerance is much less.